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Damn it, people don't understand how depressed I am, how hard it is because it's you mother, your father, your family, your friends, everyone around you that is the enemy-that is perceived to hate you, the sheeple (chain of obedience) because they are not awake and they don't care or "think" (or don't ask you, they avoid confrontation or talking about important things that matter, they don't like to go deep). They seek to shut you up or call you crazy. If they did care, we'd be talking about it & not ridiculed or you feeling like you can't talk about it (something always on your mind). They just constantly ignore the Big Elephant in the room and makes me sick everyday. The more they avoid it, ignore, whatever, the more it kills me, hurts me, allowing me to feel like I'm failing. I guess they don't like me not being trendy? Yeah well my security comes first. My Liberty, My Health.
I just feel like I'm wasting time or not utilizing my time appropriately. wondering if I should be doing something else
I wish I could work an additional 40 hours but actually get paid for it, I just want to work to stay busy whenever alone
and something other than waiting tables for I can't stand being around sheeple.
I just don't want be working and it being a waste, not useful. I want to make things better, I want to build things, I can take on anything really, just need given the opportunity, and there is a lot of people out there looking for jobs, and in this corrupt system, it's hard for the smart & good ones to either get one or keep one. They don't promote good men. We don't get "selected" for the high positions. We are for slavery, kept down, avoided, because we are the ones exposing them as criminal, we know they don't run the system appropriately. They run it off profits, and not the social well being of society or humanity. The more you centralize power to a few, the more evil & corrupt things are because it's human nature for all of us to naturally only care about ourselves first. And little of us have God in us to care for others. That's why limited government or mere common law and you taking care of yourself is always what is best. If God exists why so much pain or hate in this world? Because it's the spirit inside of YOU and it's all of you, the people around us, everyone we interact with that imposes the good or evil. It's not in the sky or some magic thing that grants your prayers, it's whether the people around you care about you, whether your employer needs you or not is why you have your job for example, but realistically, they ultimately care about themselves first. And if anybody does care about it, it's not because you pray, it's whether you are a friend to them or you do things for them or you are dependent on them and can't get away, who knows everyones situation is different but all of us have a spirit inside, all of us impose negative or positive energy onto others, you either give attention (love) or you don't care, prohibiting it, controlling, lack empathy for others, etc. we are of one of two bloodlines or close to them, a prophet or a pharaoh and if you say neither or an atheist, then by default, since I know you care about yourself and out of 7 billion people on earth if one you don't know dies, you most likely don't care or cry over it, so it's safer to say you lean more on the pharaoh bloodline than a prophet?
I post what I'm thinking about and what I feel has not been said or heard of before. At least I don't see often when researching. I post what I feel should be heard by the world, that isn't being heard. I'm not really smarter than anybody else or think differently than most people, just that I am posting what most people think but don't ever think to broadcast it or have the ability to. Also, because I'm alone a lot, outside of work, I get a lot of time to "think". I'm not as distracted by other people as most people are, so I get more time to focus on this stuff and that is why I'm able to get all of this easily and why I can post so much content, which I hope isn't overload or too redundant. I only post what i feel isn't common knowledge, so once something is "mainstream", I can then rest. I want this project or mission to complete and end, I didn't create this to make money or whatever, that isn't my goal here. My goal is to help humanity wake up. This is our wake up project and I'm trying to gather everyone and our history with honesty and integrity into one spot. If someone else can read my mind and beat me too it, awesome, sooner the better cause I wish I naturally didn't have to think "I guess I need to work on this since I don't have anything else at the moment". I once balanced it all out, work, home to exercise, scan the news whenever in my down time waiting to meet with friends or family, whatever, but then it got to a point to where I felt like I have this huge responsibility now when waking up, I mean at one time I thought only myself, Ron Paul and Alex Jones were awake and understood our issues. So I get this feeling that I shouldn't work out or whatever and just focus on this, keep working until I can safely say, yeah we're awake or enough are awake that I don't have to be working so much because so many out there are now simply awake and "talking about it"& America and our economy is turning around, we are getting our liberty back, etc. If I saw a Ron Paul or Infowars.com bumper sticker as often as I do of other crap, sports or funny jokes, or as much as people wear their favorite sports teams jersey as if they are on the team, then yes, I would be much happier and naturally feel like I don't have anything to do. Until then, I'm going to keep HAMERING this. I'm going to annoy you, drive you FUCKING INSANE any way I can - think of - and have the energy for, to where you are going to have pull out that gun and pull the FUCKING TRIGGER! Cause I won't back down and I don't use violence, I hit you with more love, more preaching, more reaching out, more wondering WHAT THE FUCK IS THE MATTER WITH YOU? What is wrong with you? Why are you so fearful? (What is this thing with Fear?) Controlling? Secretive? Scared? Evil? Careless? What is it?
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Thy are not Americans! They want to wreck our society. The globalists run Al Qaeda and they are trying to overthrow our country, over throw the Bill of Rights, etc. They hate America and every country having a prosper society. They want to wreck things, don't you get it? They hope the people don't revolt as long as everyone is dependent on them getting crumbs to survive. As long as they got you hooked that way, they can incrementally continue to make things worse, more stressful, etc. that is the goal or the symptoms of this new world order, an Illuminati system (of false hood, truth knowledge or information that sets humanity free hidden, occult, where only a few know and understand it, but us few can' do anything about it without everyone. People just get scared when such enlighten comes out they fear powerless all of sudden, or potential loss of power or of what they have and it's THAT what makes an individual get weak and think to kill. It's why if you stumble across something, a murder, that person may seek to shut you up. Can't you understand that if someone had power over humanity, making profits from many customers and someone else had an idea that could make that other person powerless, lose their power or profits (even if they would still be able to live) to get very paranoid and possible stop it, kill that opposition if they could and cover it up if they could? And it being very easily done if you control the media and could write the news article on such an event to brainwash people into what really happened? It's the whistle blowers or those who have the ideas, standing for love or caring for others and having the courage to stand up wanting to share that information with others or fighting the known evil or corruption to set you free from a man's control that is your Freedom Fighter. And yes our troops sent overseas are Freedom Fighters themselves, when they question things, their orders and fight for the truth and against that evil they perceive to be fighting. Everything is perception based of information or how you perceive the information and that's why people should care, should question, seek that clarity, that sanity check, checks and balances. Knowing that reality isn't what only your 5 senses pick up. It's why I LOVE hearing as much as I can out there, from many people. I love people, I love seeing or hearing about different cultures, religions, different things they are interested in, etc. and they are all great, no need to hate each other. It's lies at our core fundamentals of life that we all share regardless of race or religion that is getting us away from truth and hating each other. It's bad things happening by bad people but blaming it on others, a religion or whatever in order to destroy it. It's lies that are getting us to turn on each other. Divide & Conquer is what happens in a world of falsehood & people not caring or looking beyond the stereotypes or the judging of the book by it's cover. I mean in my experience almost everything has been the opposite. Wears a suit and tie like our leader, criminal and the bum on the street is more trustworthy. A woman looking like a princess, an angel, goody good turned out to be promiscuous & uncaring about you - played you like the "bad boy" hurts them supposedly is all you hear about, just an example, you get the idea? Everything appears to be backwards.
Solution:
The elite themselves are at a crossroads, they are not all on the same page believing everything 100% in line with each other. Some are waking up themselves to realizing what they've been doing isn't good anymore, some think they have to keep doing what they've always been doing, but they also see themselves inching towards the cliff. If so, then get me on board with ya? I can smooth this over with the people, show them how it's also their fault, not just our leaders. We are all compartmentalized, receive information we thought is true and acted upon it with good intensions while always being distracted by jus living life. It's not healthy for any of us to be working non stop and trying to ensure truth, seeking truth as if you are always going down the rabbit hole. It's not like that. You just seek out the sources you know and that's it. I know who Obama is, but he doesn't know who I am unless he happens to run into me or come across my site, understand? So it's easy for me to hear Ron Paul or Alex Jones and provide my analysis or spin and you get to hear more, but they also should be hearing this as well. Having the ability to receive information so fast in your hand nowadays with the internet, being able to hear different perspectives have made it to where we are all waking up. It's a global wakening as to how we all operate; it's an awakening of being able to look within yourself and realizing our own faults, our own shit, and our own mistakes. I'm not the one trying to persecute anybody, I just want my liberty. I really don't want any war, I don't want to nuke anybody at all, I'm just saying if I had to be the commander in chief and I could make the decision but only with approval from all of you. I don't know how any government could still be in power, running the show at 9% approval rating. I mean as soon as it goes below 50%, it's time to replace, boot them and get others in. We leave these people in way too long and don't question or criticize them enough. We are so quick to think evil or disinformation can't be said to us and to easily just accept what they say like they are so smart. However if anybody seeks to shut something down, something that we already have like the internet, encouraging an evil system, then that is a clear indication as to what their intensions are. We need to stop trying to shut down communication, Free Speech.
I mean just ask people, do you think everything is okay? Are you happy with how things are around us? Society? Economy? And if you do think it'sgreat, then please try to persuade me, please try to back that up with some proof or by answering some questions of mine that I have.
It's a step by step process, incremental process. They break your will with on thing, get you use to it and then add more. We get conditioned and lured into a trance that it's all good for us.
Media Ignores Veterans March for Ron Paul in D.C.- Infowars Nighlty News
Don't looked to the corporate whore media who won't cover what is important, turn that off, stop giving them ratings (just grab their news, i do it from their website and then be done but support infowars.com for example), look to those who will cover Ron Paul or what matters, the truth, who have an interest in Liberty. They are going to die out. Mainstream is turning to the internet, mobile & we need to be there and ready to use it and defend it, keep the criminals away from censoring or controlling his vehicle of communication, spreading information. We have the freedom now, it shouldn't be taken away ever. If they succeed at that, we can definitely go backwards into a Dark Age and just remember, we are coming out of one right now, with many of us "waking up" - this is our wake up project right? Well, we are shining light on this Dark Age.
I want to know, do you like to be lied to? Do you like to be manipulated? Do you like to be conned?
I want to know when will the American people are going to wake up and fight for Liberty again? Doesn't anybody value Freedom anymore? I want to know when will the American people or YOU are going to admit that you were wrong like I have done years ago when I woke up? And still do when I research cause I want to ensure accuracy. I actually try to debunk all of this still, yet you can't really go back to sleep to learning a new "ideology" that wasn't taught in school. That's all this is, learning a different "ideology", something other than what you thought you learned in history of the idea of socialism, communism, etc. Or acknowledging that your education has failed you and we should try to make it better going forward? I want to know when will the American people start mentioning the big elephant in the room? Talking about issues that really matter and not avoid them, when? When will you open your mouth? We need to all be talking about this, more so with each other than "just" calling our state representatives which should be happening and on a much larger scale than what is going on right now. We ought to be talking to our peers about how they are not listening to us and get more people involved.
I'm not seeing the amount of people waking up that I should. I know it's spotty, more so in other areas then some, but around me in MO, it's just not happening I feel. Most I would say have no clue as to what I talk about. And the offshore elite are trying to impose unlawful orders on our police to shut down our liberty. To come after us for things like growing a garden to our firearms in the name of security, which is actually tyranny and I am trying to prevent a civil war and the loss of America, our Freedom. We need to break the trance.
So again, What Should I be thinking about? What should I be working on or doing? It's always on my mind, because I'm more aware and prepared then most people, so I'm always trying to figure out what I can do while waiting.
That's the question then for us guys that we all want to know, am I getting more attractive to you focusing on my brain or am I more attractive being trendy and just focusing on my looks? In other words, get away from this computer and exercise all the time? What should I be doing in my boredom? What should I work on?
I mean, they are the ones that said I was crazy and I should see a therapist, alright, I've been there, done that. Great education. So, when are YOU going? Waiting for the rest of the world to hear it now. See, you don't make progress labeling someone has a problem and at the same time you refuse to communicate with that person or sit in the therapy session with them to find out what is really right or not, right? So that's why I ask, what should I be doing? What should I be "working" on next?
You think I should just keep focusing on this stuff, politics, activism, do more? Thankful myself or Alex Jones those who already support us is enough? Folks we need all of you out there. Come join us, when you all wake up and speak out with us, that is when the new world order is defeated, because unfortunately those around you can make things crappy for you regardless of how on your game you personally are. We are all stil dependent on each other, sharing this world with each other. That's why I like to spread the Light.
I'm just saying, I can give you a six pack if I really put some effort into it (if anybody cares), exercised and diet OR I can focus more on waking people up and just relax, be lazy and have a beer gut lol. And the more I feel like someone with a good heart or someone who cares is considered weirdo or crazy or rejected by people, ignored, not loved, whatever, the more I care about waking people up and fighting this corruption.
That's right you SCUM, I'm going to defend every innocent blood out there who has suffered to such lies and manipulation by almost everyone in a corrupt non thinking / non criticizing out of fear society. Everyone loves to be trendy slaves and instead of admitting to ever being wrong on something and continue to feel powerful or right, you make crap up and throw accussations at others as if they are guilty or they are wrong or they are the crazy or seek to hurt others. Satan loves flipping it all upside down or around. You advocate theft on people, murder on people while claiming you love us, our health by prohibiting drugs (our medication or way to spirituality), because your straight up Satanic wanting our souls or us DEAD.
What acting role do you want me to do? Fight for humanity, fight for my health and body building? something else?
I mean my health would go down and I would start looking like crap but I could eat pizza and reeses everyday! It takes work or care, dedication, passion to follow Jesus. And I can understand people around you pulling you down with them and their bad habits. That satanic peer pressure.
