My Issues & Struggles 2

Great thing about being predictable all the time is that everyone has certainty on who I am. Nobody can ever be suspect of me to be a terrorist, I'm a person who loves peace, promotes responsibility and if I happen to eat the same thing often or do anything I always do often, then so be it. I won't apologize for being me! And I know this isn't attractive to most people, I know I'm rejected and robbed by all of you which just gives me more time to research and expose criminals or corruption, be weird, which comes VERY EASY for me, so thank you! I just love dedicating all my time to this. If could be easier for you (all of us) if more of you happened to follow that man (Jesus). Too bad most of you totally missed the point.

I mean we know these evil scum people in power so well it's like playing the same coach for 15 years and he never changes his playbook!

Yeah I’m feeling guilty about having some friends or people I tend to interact with who treat me like utter garbage who never gave a shit about me.

I really don’t care if my wife (if I had one) did coke all the time or whatever she may be doing or thinking of me or guilty of herself, whatever, I don’t care about people’s past mistakes or care to “judge” you, what matters is your behavior and how you feel for me or treat me. I care about responsibility, not whatever “highs” people care for in order to feel good or have fun. I care about responsibility when having fun. Whatever makes you happy and love me (if you do, the truth) is what matters! I don’t care about what people do or consume, it’s their behavior, but this behavior that people have with me (scared of me or thinks I’m weird – for being predictable? Or what?) frustrates me. I can be responsible, I can BE RESPONSIBLE! I don’t’ know why people are “worried” about me or scared of me or think I’m weird for doing things the way that I do. I don’t think people are bad or has a past of their own or things about them that they should be ashamed of or worried about which is why I get treated the way I do, no I totally understand human nature and they shouldn’t be fearful of anything with me who understands things far better than the average person. I believe its truth or jealously. I believe it’s truth or that they can’t handle my brutal honesty, but who knows. All I know is that I hate the fucking secrecy, game playing, ignorance, apathy and fearful behavior. Either scared of truth or me and that frustrates me.

I say it's truth (or scared) that people have issues with me, not jealously for I have no idea what they have to be jealous over.

I mean what an asshole, yeah some people I know who think they know what is best for me and try to set me up with people or think they know what I want instead of just asking me how I feel and listening or just stating truth. People think I’m weird and that I’m wrong and that they know what is best for me? A friend I once thought I had pushed his cousin on me, who already had a baby and I’m sitting there at my house wondering, what the hell is this person doing here? Why am I being so nice allowing it to get this far? Why do I even invite people over to my house only to cause issues with my neighbors? I try to compromise or go along with the dog and pony show people like to play for so long when folks think I’m the crazy one until the breaking point. Or the DUH! Want to know what the biggest problem is with people and relationships. The advice people give when things don’t work out with someone, quickly go out and date this new person or go hook up with this other person. Yes, people fail to the poor advice of when one person doesn’t work out, then just jump under another one and you wonder why humanity has issues. Why they are irresponsible and we have an overpopulation problem. And if you are with someone for manipulative reasons, to make someone else jealous or whatever, you FAIL. Unless that person is in on the “game” you are playing, you are hurting other people. I think you are hurting yourself playing any game.

Only reason world peace doesn’t break out? Everyone lacks empathy and doesn’t really give a shit about others other than themselves. They only care about their “highs” (money, drugs, sex, etc.)

You people call someone crazy who is LIGHTYEARS ahead of you. ALL OF YOU. This isn’t a fucking game! And it’s not like I’m so smart or a genius, I simply pay attention and do my research.

The biggest issue though that needs to be addressed is what I feel is our biggest problem and that's the Illusion or Fantasy World we all live in where we don't own anything but act like we do, mostly through issuing credit or borrowing money. Credit Cards for mere purchases is nothing but evil and all it's doing is making everyone think that we are all wealthy or able to go out that "one night" (when it's not one night with those people out of billions on the planet). The problem is that everyone is on a budget, yet people have no concept of other people's monetary status is and we all just think (with credit cards) that we can afford to go out when your friends ask you to.

You don't always have money in your budget and people don't care, they just assume you do have it or can spend money you down have at the moment in order to live it up! If people could see the gas tank on us illustrating how much money we have left for the day or month then people wouldn't say anything, but people don't care and everyone rationalizes everything because they only care about what they desire, their selfish desires or greed to have "fun". It's all most people think about, not to mention the constant creative ways people think of to take MORE money from you like donations to some charity, which I see daily and I rarely ask for donations, hardly at all, never outside this website, most of the time I don't even mention my website to people I run into because I know it's just not worth the effort or argument, despite everyone already knowing about my site or that I do mention it, I just don't cram it down people's throat or always talk about it and try to "sell it" or plead for donations or votes. I don't want to vote for you or even know why you are asking me compared to what I've done, I don't want people representing me to which you can never do, I represent myself and I want you to start minding your own business and preaching the same: Constitution and Bill of Rights.

Our apathy and ignorance with this is a HUGE Elephant in the Room. I can understand borrowing money for say the two biggest things like a car and home to whch I'm still frustrated with and think we can do with that but in order to qualify or should for those, you have to have a job, and are required to make your payment in whole each month and it is an investment into you one day owning it and then it's yours to keep or take care - but you don't bail people out, you let them fail if they no longer can't meet their commitments, foreclose or go bankrupt, you seize all of their assets if they have any and they start fresh like the rest of us, you get a job, you work and earn what you need and then some (for party). We have got to stop this easy access to buying things now or consuming now and paying for things or producing for things later which money printed out of thin air for us to borrow is the root of the problem, that is what over populates the earth or over consumes our resources. And our leaders are the biggest culprits of that.

So I don’t' need abortion and stealing more of my tax paying money, abusing my rights, oppression and all in the name of "too many people". You can kill yourself and only yourself with that kind of attitude and I just hope these scum, all of you who get cornered like rats you are, please, don't kill us with nukes or whatever when you kill yourself, just remove yourself in the process only please? Or just call a truce, I can care less about you scum, I have better things to do with my time - just leave me alone, it's the sheeple that support you and the crimes they actually commit for you that I dislike and I want to wake up or grow up.

I mean you people need to wake up real bad and realize just who your MASTER is! ("Where those dreams that (American dream) I've been after?) Promised only LIES". It's LORD Rothschild (Satan or Lucifer himself) and his fiat fake "money" that you love or is who your MASTER is, which is the root of all evil - John 2:13-16 (private Federal Reserve Corporation est. 1913). Most of you certainly don't follow Jesus himself and our Creator. Which God do you serve? The Creator or the Destroyer (man)? Satan or the Destroyer of truth, life, liberty, prosperity, all of your highs and rights that you desire, we just ask that you actually work or seek to obtain it righteously. Seek it or Earn it you dipshits.

And yeah, I seek to follow Prophet Jesus or Mohammad who does say some good things but others I question and definitely don't agree with... pedophilia in the Qu'ran or Koran? Stoning to death for a non-death crime like adultery? When you are allowed multiple wives? And you care to beat your wives? That's some sick twisted religion or belief or control from my standpoint. Not freedom or free will like God gives. Both Bible and Qu'ran are good history books on God for educational purposes. But we shouldn't mindless follow scripture and our "perceptions" of how we twist them to control others.

I once stole a pack of gum when I was a kid and boy did I pay for that and learned my lesson, however I am awfully glad that a Religious law didn't cut my hand off because of it. 

Freedom and Prosperity isn't Free, you must fight for it or work for it. Grow Up or start caring speaking out! The lack of empathy is the lack of caring or LOVE, which means you live in Fear, DUH!