Major F'ing Rant

Updated as of 2.20.2012 (in Red)

MAJOR FUCKING RANT! (not directed to anybody following me on facebook or anything, thank you for your NON-silence, this is to everyone else I Know who’ve I encountered & not found on facebook)

If we don’t do something about these indoctrination camps Alex is discussing here (education system, public schools) and the criminals running our country, more and more of our children will just learn to be drug addicts and promiscuous in this corrupt system so you need to get them out! Not that I’m against people freely being like that if they were properly informed and were adults & not cowards to be open about it, but to sit there and trample on other freedoms or act like you prohibit it with the law while our leaders sell the drugs to them, it’s insane. It’s a world or darkness. A constant guessing game or imagination that all people are drug addicts and promiscuous now because of everything being “claimed” as bad, while its happening all over regardless and with the occult, the secrecy, there is zero trust, everyone already thinks everyone does it because some people get in trouble (innocents falsely accused) while others don’t and most likely are guilty. So who in this society gets these special privileges? Yeah, I want to know, I’m calling all of you out, how many of you out there, get special privileges? How many women out there get to fucked whoever you want and do all the drugs you want living above the law while accusing innocent people like myself as being a creep that could potential cost me my job?? I mean we all know women love the single life now (it’s girls night out, going to get back at the men! What did I do?), families are being broken up, women divorcing everyone claiming to be the victim (sometimes they are), taking the kids, getting welfare from my taxpaying money and drugs are everywhere, brought in by my criminal government laundered by the bankers. Again, anybody who is silent, engaging in the occult thinking you can join the winning team by not speaking out against this crap voting for Liberty is supporting these criminals. You are assessorizing to all of this criminal activity with your silence and going along to get along attitude. You going to accuse me? Well, I’m going to accuse you right back for your silence! Unless you prove me wrong or say otherwise right? Since I know the ones who are really innocent like me are suffering as well & you may not get it or be away, but you better - Why not talk about the big elephant in the room to prove me wrong? Why don’t you even attempt to try and listen or understand, talking out and trying? Well if the silence remains then I have no choice but to think the worst of you, accuse you, Why? No trust and because I’m a Creep! I'm a nutjob! I'm a fucking weirdo to all of you! GRRRR. You people make me sick and I don't even care about your liberty or all of this BS in the news really, I care about MINE, ours when you really think about it "at the end of the day", I care about my respect!!! I care about my income being stolen from me! My life, My property, my liberty, my pursuit of happiness, My American Dream, my constant paranoia of having to fight in order to survive, keep a job, etc! Fighting not just for myself but for all of you yet shit on or laughted at! You know I have never once consciously tried to hurt anybody and every time I’ve contact a woman, it’s always been legit, sincere, out of care, real, yet I’m constantly accused the opposite So yeah, for the first time in my life, I’m going to admit, I feel offended and I’m not going to use that offense to try and shut down your free speech or liberty for everyone like all of you are supporting because I’m not a fucking hypocrite or a criminal like you, understand? I actually love. I am actually sincere. Make me sick. I hope all of you are happy with the life or culture that all of you people have lead and support. Go back to getting emotional over sports or other pointless bullshit. Don’t’ fucking cross me. (I’m sorry, but this is a common thing among humanity and what many out there think about as a result to our upside down world of false reality, sorry but sad but true! Going to accuse me, I’m accusing you right back – the singles out there. Maybe this will help SNAP you out of your TRANCE! And this goes for all of you regardless of the “image” you portray yourself since too many times I’ve seen the ones who really look innocent and well dress be the culprit. How do I know? As far as I’m concern, you put on a great act! You’re FAKE. “You’re the devil in disguise! Oh yes you are, devil in disguise." Why? I’ve been LIED to my entire life. After all, you know everything about me, you know what I do when I’m not at work, I’m on here reaching out to you wearing my heart on my sleeve fighting corruption, what you are doing?)

This is deep, this is personal.

Most of the time, if anybody asks how I’m doing, it's like, o

k, hanging.

Relationships? Why am I still single? Well they don' care about the truth or love.

Have you seen my website? Brought up in a world of a false reality. Lots of bad advice growing up. I’m lucky my parents are still together, never divorce like many seem to be, but since this is talking popped in my head, if any one of them ever had an affair, I obviously don’t know for certain or would have proof obviously, but I can tell you it most definitely it wouldn't be my dad cheating, too good, works too much (work and at home), but my mom. Just way too much weird or bizarre behavior from her at times growing up and maybe it’s because I’m male and my thoughts are luring me into the fear state here and I’m being irrational since “the woman” is what I love most in this world and I see the similar behavior or the fact that I’m treated like the crazy weirdo, it just leads me to no trust, hard to trust women. I feel like they are way too secretive for me. Or manipulative, however you want to call it. Though it may just be because of a cause and effect of other men in their life or Really I just think it’s growing up in such a false reality and me being able to see through it and others don’t and don’t want to see it. either out of fear or what, I don’t know, but it’s hurting.

The rejection hurts a lot because I know I would be far more successful with truthknowledge.com if I wasn’t such a failure in this department (dating or a relationship). I can figure out anything in this world it seems, be so successful in anything I put my mind to, except this and maybe because I’m too passionate, I don’t know. I don’t know someone can be too passionate. I feel those who say that or say “obsessed” are really twisting things and just don’t understand.

I just feel like all my life I’ve cared far more about people that don’t really care about me except whatever is best for them. I live my life in love most of the time, I’m not perfect, yet most others I feel have lived their life via FEAR and I hope it’s not in fear of hurting me because I can handle rejection when I feel respected, not viewed as crazy and ignored. I may have been successful with many things in my life thanks to my family and their support, however I always felt their support was mostly to ensure things were great for them, for the family and not necessarily what was best for me.

I’m angry most of the time, hence my passion for aggressive heavy music, Metallica being my favorite, it’s my therapy, it helps me get the anger out in a healthy way. Just constantly reaching out for love, not a lust or an infatuation or a onetime thing which is why I can’t stand going out and just hooking up with whomever or go to strip clubs. I don’t even like porn. Really, if I do watch it is merely for fantasy wishing it was something I could do with a loved one. This is why I listen to music a lot. The more happier someone is and the more bored I am, the more energy I have to engage in working out and other things.

But all of this is what gets me to go on a HUGE rant like this one when I hear about drug use and promiscuous behavior, etc. I mean it could be anybody that I normally interact with that engages in occult behavior and who knows because nobody wears their heart on their sleeve or at least talking out against the government. 

Did you tell me about the Illuminati? the Big Elephant in the Room? The secrets? Reality?

Oh you're Illuminati that's right.

It's heart breaking knowing or thinking the one that rejected you or is not interested in you is Illuminati, supporting the occult, some you like, take her anyway you could, wish the most but at least somone to talk to yet ignores you, plays games, acting all innocent looking like an angel, yet most likely is really a promicious (while never giving it to you because I'm a creep, a weirdo, someone who stands against criminals killing our privacy, liberty, the very privacy and liberty she has that I am not even trying to take, but she is taking everything from me, getting me into her, yet prohibiting herself always. She Fucks whoever she wants and gets away with it, she can have sex any times she wants, always, universal FACT, hence why some guys scream out "whores", which I can't stand because it's mostly from guys themselves who are Hypocrites spreading their seed out of love or care for the human being, PIGS! Guys can't. You can play the game yourself, more so or real easily when you don't really care about the woman (which isn't good for her, that's how SHE winds up with bad ones and regrets), we who love can do that for one night or so, but why? we would just want it more and more and it's exhausting having to play the "GAME" ALL your life just to keep her hooked into you, just be attractive all the time and really this game is keeping what you know occult, witholding the TRUTH. The momen she hears the truth on reality, my belief here (truthknowledge.com) she won't want it anymore, won't desire me anymore. They all want the one night stand, they want to play me, get me attached to them and then stay away, in other words, we could do everything differently, the right thing, win her, succeed and still get dumped!

It's like it's impossible for them to have any loyalty. Impossible for them to be loyal and want to be passionate into one person and be with them intimately or with them all the time.

My dream is to be able to be with that "one", an angel in my eyes, the one I am head over heels for, passionate (they call addicted or obsessed with a negative spin on it like I need help or something) yet still be myself, speak truth or live in reality with her, myself. Be with them every night!!!!! And yet the way our society is, how messed up it is, how everyone is so asleep and "trendy", I don't think my real dream will ever come true (even with someone new in the future I haven't met yet, not just the failures), that is my biggest fear.

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It's Prohibition of Liberty (mine) that I'm PISSED At.

the promiscous thing really doesn't really bother "directly", it's the principle of it, the "prohbition", it bothers me because of the fucking Catholic Church and all the LIES. Look, with all this planned parenthood BS, Porn filled culture, we all do our fucking damned-est to really ignore that BIG elephant in the room, that the majority of us, common law all through history regardless of what religion you supposely got brought up that forbidded sex before marriage, always A MAJORITY of us, didn't. And I want that truth to be out in the open because I'm not even against that. I'm against the "prohibition" of it. I'm guilty of it and proud of it, why? Now we know why the divorce rate has gone up or "affairs" happens, right? Folks, divorce rate is in a percentage well above 50 with the common public, just look at our leaders or people in the NEWS all the time.

Gingrich?
Bill Clinton (President)
Bush? (Skull n cross bones)

CNN: Debate: Gingrich “Appalled” at Question on Marital-Infidelity (I actually agree with Newt on this, let’s stick to the real issues that matter and let him flop on that because really this type of stuff even hurts our credibility and helps Newt. What is private is private, Bill of Rights, right to privacy on issues that don’t involve ME! I want to get to issues that involve me or all of us, like the war, over taxation, prohibition, etc. Newt, you admit to smoking pot and claim it wasn’t morally wrong when you did it and now it is? How is that? Should be the opposite if you did your research, why don’t you stand for truth on that? Of course everyone is guilty of the same thing will oppose this with Newt and cheer for him and his remark, that was the point of the media! Yes some go through real tragedy when is why women and men both have rights to divorce, but many bringing it upon themselves due to LIES or an obvious LIAR. Newt can claim it’s false but there is ZERO trust by your stance on real issues, you’re done!)
- 1.20.2012 

Gateway Theory?

There is no gateway drug, everything stands on it's own. As soon as you taste it and like something, you will want more of it, whether that "it" is:
- sex
- pizza or any food item
- sugar
- soda
- alcohol
- cigarettes
- cocaine
- heroin
- pain medication
- pot
- materialism or money

whatever…. we all can be addicted to anything...

If you like it or love it, you will want more of it, getting you into trouble, possibly if abused. However, one should realize that abusing some things like marijuana or being intimate with your wife (commitment) after you take care of your responsibilities of course are the few things you can abuse and it doesn't really hurt you or impact you in a negative way.

HLN TV: Facebook more addictive than cigarettes?  (Folks anything can be addictive, it’s called LOVE or being passionate into something, etc. we are in an age of war against the 1st amendment, PERIOD.) 

Get brought to REALITY on this will ya, cause it makes me sick. I get frustrated with that occult or prohibition thinking that if she ever did have those thoughts and still do, wishing things would have gone different or in her "perfect way", folks nothing is perfect!



Yep, I'm not perfect!

None of us are!!!!!

We are not perfect, it's why Jesus Christ DIED FOR YOUR SINS. You are all GUILTY of the dirty thoughts. Hello, why do you think the most famous word people say to people when they meet, is HELLO!!!

by nature we live in thoughts of HELL.

And I'll admit right now, it's a fact with every guy that the moment he does make love to the "one", whether waiting till the wedding day or NOT, that first time is going to happen "quick" for him, like American Pie, but when we truly desire you, love you "we think" ;), it's human nature to have reservers. And we want to enjoy it, so we want to be sober (at least I do!!!), not drunk and when we do it, that second time or third time, is the real deal, that's when you can go forever and truly enjoy it, because we true, passionate creatures who love all the time, not filled with fear and control and boundaries and secrecy, prohibition, but value liberty, openess, understanding, education, love, caring. 

Women seem to always have to have the excuse "I was drunk" as to why "It happens". Yeah. Let it happen right! Sober though, slowly, in the open, having the thoughts in your head and openly admitting it and talking about it and laughing about it, enjoying it, I think it's better to when you finally decide to even go on the date with her, because I only want to have dinner and be romantic with her, spend any time with someone that I'm into, and I rather get the dessert or best part over with first (sex), then go eat dinner and whatever after that, nothing more maybe? Just eat like you would any other friend. See with friends and you know they are friends it's more of a grab a bite to eat after work with other people, friends or whatever. Not me, I avoid that, I just want to hang out with you only, establish all that first before hanging out together with other people. We always desire it, duh, it's whether or you  not you truly feel for it at the moment and most of the time due to our busy schedules, our health, etc. we aren't ready for it, understand, you do have to "plan" it. Get read for it, you can't rush it!

We can still always wait until after dinner (handle "no") or even till marriage if you want, I'm just being realistic, we are always going to be more certain than the woman first, it's human nature as soon as you are attracted to someone (lust is there), read your bible, it's not in for a stupid reason, you get excited,  we males get hard and that always equates to "sex", desiring it, duh! 

I'm just saying, it's human nature to see someone, have sex on the mind and desire it, be open about it and in control of yourself to be able to handle not being able to "at the moment" or when she says no.

It's a universal fact with the combination of two things, man and woman or boy and girl coming together, meeting and the "sex" word already mentioned in their brain to now desire it, DUH. It's why you will always have the sex issue in public indoctrination camps. It's human nature to see something, anytime you have hormones, we all DUH know it exist, "sex" at any age since puberty, "how was i born mommy and daddy?" when do we all know people start talking about it? when are you talking about it in school since I know we talk about this with truth but not marijuana, folks, wake up! it would always be an issue or possibility in a coed public school and not separate private or home school. and not to mention, look how often it happens between a student and a teacher!

The man is suppose to offer or initiate right? Chivalry? I can be the master of it, I've been given compliments for it doing it on people I don't even desire intimately with, yet understand why it's dying and you all HATE that. I want you to not be fearful at all and actually tell me "no" or "I'm not interested" anything more, I don't want you to say I'm crazy or ignore me or have someone else tell me! I deserve more respect that than. No need to run and avoid me like we couldn't ever talk to each other like we once did. Once you use to be friends. We can still be friends, civil. This is all about living in our world with LOVE, not Fear. Love and Truth, real education which brings real understanding.

What is my favorite line on everything you people ignorantly deny and say SHUT UP conspiracy theorist?

I'm tired of the denial!!

I don't care really about whether you value promiscouity or monothelic

What is the truth? 

What is the majority?

The more you follow that, the healthier society is and humanity now has a better understanding going forward with truth "education".

Rejection or prohibition just makes me fight harder for it, always when you know it's possible. (women, medicine (herbs, drugs), etc. any love). Now you know why terrorism increases the more we increase the laws or oppression of liberty/love. All that is necessary for the triump of evil is for good men to do nothing. Good = standing for the truth.

That's why I just go all out with it for certainty. With desiring someone, if someone ignores you while you are trying to obtain that certainty, if you get no response, then you have to believe it's certain she doesn't care about you and move on because you will be considered insane for hoping otherwise since that's too much prohibition trying to keep you hooked stringing you along, to which one like that is torture for anyone. It's not healthy to hope someone likes you when she never gives you attention or the time of day. If she/he liked you, they would at least communicate with you and prohibit the "sexual" stuff, what really matters.

Why that really matters? the sexual stuff? cause that is what leads to reproduction, something we have to take responsibility on. While I'm not totally against abortion, this is a truthful statement for many, "Kinda like abortion. Selfishness, irresponsibility and immaturity taken to the point of killing one's own child - usually simply because their child is inconvenient. "It is a poverty that a child must die because it is inconvenient." -Mother Theresa (Blessed Theresa of Calcutta)"

Oh shit, I need to abort, why is that? an inconvenient, TRUTH.

Yeah so those who ignore you, just like our leaders, hiding in the dark = GUILTY (evil).

I wanted to make this little update on promiscuous behavior since I live in a porn filled culture hearing about it daily, and take note, I'm male loving women, I get upset with males who think its okay to hook up or sleep with someone, yet claim a woman is a whore for doing the same. A woman sleeping around being promiscuous and not caring about the other individual is no different than the male whore who likes to spread his seed around or the bad boy people claim is fucking our women behind our backs while we are prohibited it all the time. It's why I prefer to be honest on how you feel and I don't "judge" people on who you are, but more so of whether you are honest portraying reality over a false reality or not coward to face reality. Promiscuous behavior is not all that fulfilling, it's not ever lasting love. You develop a reputation if people can't trust you. Pretty soon, you come across someone else who played you as well and you want more of her or him than she/he wants more of you and that's called karma. That's why I seek loyalty and caring of just one. I just want to care about one woman at a time and have no desire or greed to get high off many. It's why you want to ensure you really love someone before committing (love, passionate, obsessed - not to used negatively, it's a passion).

My TOP two thorn in my sides of Prohibition, the best for Love and Spirituality

1. A Woman, Sex, etc.
2. Cannabis (Marijuana)

The natural energies of this earth in all of us (creation) that if educated and responsible, no amount of it can ever "hurt you", no negatives, always positives for your health. You can never OD, get too much "pleasure from it" and ever get a hangover or anything, feel sick, like cake does, junk food, alcohol, exercising (sex is the best form of exercise, doing things with a woman you love is the best). Exercising alone is better high of marijuana than not. I use to work out a LOT more in the past when I use to smoke pot all the time!

Porn (or high on sex being on the mind) is everywhere, just the idea of "sex" is everywhere, already in your mind, daily and never pot, never being high off pot, that isn't in in your mind cause it's illegal, it's what is legal. It is not being high off pot that is bad, it's your denial with sex!!!! This culture and it's ignorance makes me sick! It's our sick and upside down society of falsehood that makes me weird, a creep, a potential terrorists, Jesus loving person always bad  or unattractive it seems! Wake Up!

You people better wake up!

If the thought crosses your mind, you desire it and know I am into you, "certain" (yes, you want certainty, you want promiscuous or monogamy with certainty, not promiscuous with uncertainty - which is what women are always attracted to hence their mistakes. Well we all make mistakes thanks to information and how we can perceive things, men and women both guilty of going off false interpretations of information, it happens, human nature). When I'm certain and you desire that night, I want that night with you and sooner the better cause we all could die tomorrow ;)

True Love